Wednesday, March 29, 2006 @00:06
i'm at my aunt's house now.. and guess what, people.. i just bought a new handphone.. =) N6111.. been eyeing on this phone for a long time, finally i get to buy it.. yay!! charging right now, so haven't really use it.. can't wait to use it tomorrow!!
things are getting better for me and one of my girlfriends(the one i blogged about previously).. hope that it will become better, and to how we used to be.. i'm sure we will..
ain, thanks for your concern.. you know i wouldn't say.. but that time when we talked, it was really nice.. made me think of school life.. how we used to gossip about people, me calling 'bitches' to those whom i don't like.. haha.. it was really memorable.. thank you..
it's going to be book-out for raymond again.. that time i cooked for him.. well, considering it's my first attempt, it was not bad.. lol.. i cooked ham, bacon, sausages, fries, eggs, soup.. of course he helped me abit.. but still.. i'm proud of myself.. haha..dear.. it's your turn to cook for me.. so, make it soon.. lol..
Saturday, March 25, 2006 @16:17
i'm at kaiwei's house now.. just had a swim with him and raymond.. now, they are playing winning eleven.. haiz.. just don't get guys.. why are they so engrossed in playing games.. but, oh well, this is guys.. haha.. since they are in NS, guess this is the time when they can enjoy, so just got to bear with it.. haha..
later will be going to raymond's house, to cook for him.. yes, you guys didn't read wrongly, COOK for him.. gosh. amanda is going to the kitchen to COOK, when i don't even know how.. but i have to, cause i lost a bet to him.. haiz...
it's been awhile since i blog about my life.. things just haven't been really right for me.. why? i also don't know..
life after studting in MI is really bad.. lost contact with most of my friends.. even if we meet, there seems to be communication breakdown cause we don't really know what to say.. so much so as technology is so advanced where it's just a phone call away to ask about your friends, it just seems difficult to do so, or they just wouldn't reply..
life without netball is so sad.. it seems that my life is incomplete.. no trainings, nothing to do.. and i'm growing.. growing horizontally.. gosh.. my stamina's gone as well.. it's really bad.. i miss netball..miss my coach, my teachers-in-charge, my bunch of crazy netballers..
my exam for my 2nd module in diploma is on 8th of march.. hope i'll study hard and score well.. i must!!
hmmm.. i wonder if i've lost a friend whom i've been really close to.. she's been a great friend, who's always there for me when i needed her, always willing to lend a listening ear even if she's bothered by her own stuff.. but i don't know why things seem to change.. no more messages.. i'm scared to message her.. i don't know if she's angry with me.. i'm afraid if we message, we'll end up quarrelling again.. i don't know.. i miss her, really do.. it's her 'A' levels this year.. i really hope that she'll study really hard, do well and go to university.. make her family proud.. i know she can do it.. you guys might or might not know who i'm talking about.. but, if you are reading this and you know who you are, girl, i'm sorry and i do miss you.
Saturday, March 18, 2006 @15:49
I'm such a failure..
Failure to do anything..
Failure to pass my exams..
Failure to make my mum happy..
Failure to make my boyfriend happy..
Failure to make my friends happy..
Failure..
What a failure!!!