Sunday, July 23, 2006 @17:15
i saw my name in ain's blog!! yay!! haha.. feel so honoured.. hee.. wait.. gal, you never know.. everybody loves raymond, isn't it?? haha.. you haven't been contacting me.. what are you up to?? and what job did you get? you didn't tell me anything about it.. haiz...no one has been contacting me.. not even a message.. it seems that everyone is getting on fine, just so sad that noone bothers to tell me anything.. all my friends.. all gone.. oh well..i think that i'm a very sensitive person.. every little thing that people do, everything little thing that people say, i feel that they are talking about me.. it might not be true sometimes, but it's true most of the time.. even from my family..sometimes, i feel that raymond's mum doesn't like me.. i know it's silly, but i can't help not to feel this way.. perhaps it's not true, but, i just can't explain why i'm feeling this way..i used to keep a diary.. well, not really one, but i'll just write things about how i feel whenever i'm down.. now, i no longer do it.. partly because i haven't bought a new book, and also i feel lazy writing it down.. i came to make use of my hp.. i typed in my thoughts and then save it inside.. it just started yesterday, when i was feeling really lousy, and there's noone to talk to.. well, it kinda help in a way.. just felt like i was sending a message to someone..
Saturday, July 22, 2006 @18:45
just a quick update..i got an A for my third module.. amazing? i guess so.. i thought i'd flunk it.. but who'd expect i actually scored 83marks for it, and i'm the top student for it.. haha.. well, must be because vengky is no longer taking the diploma, hence no one is vying with me.. hee.. whatever it is, i'm glad.. went to watch movie at the cathay last week.. the cinema is nice, very comfortable.. should be going back to watch again..to ain, if you're reading this.. don't be disheartened, okay? can always try again.. i'm sure you'll do it the next time round..cause i'm waiting for you to pick me up.. haha..met up with aisyah, dipti, camy, and farhana last saturday.. it was truly fun.. did many crazy things.. though it's really tiring, it was worth the while..raymond and i are getting along well.. please don't always bully me.. hee..
Saturday, July 08, 2006 @00:02
at my cousin's house now.. she's having house-warming.. new place at choa chu kang way.. i love her house.. so nice.. just the way i want my future house to be.. especially her room.. haiz.. i've been wanting my own room.. thought of moving back to my mum's place, but the thought of needing to spend money on bed, cupboard, desk, etc, makes me not move back.. i don't wish for my mum to spend so much money on me.. but i really wiish to have my own room.. haiz..just now, went to raymond's friend's bbq.. it's quite fun.. you see so many of them, hear them talking cock, haha.. you just enjoy listening to their conversation.. then they played soccer at the badminton court.. perspiring so much..well.. told you people that i've a job at wisma.. so far, i only worked 2days.. once a week.. thought i could get more money after i started work, but it's only once a week.. haiz.. guess i can spend my pay on transportation alone.. actually they need me on weekends, but i guess time spend with my boyfriend is much more important.. haha.. the job's okay.. got to absorb lots of information about the watches.. especially when i know nuts about it.. haiz.. hope i can sell, so that i can earn commission.. haha..my module's starting on monday.. kind of scared.. but hope it's easy and i can finish fast.. haven't gotten my last module's results.. hope i did well in it..my cousins are all reading my blog now.. hee.. don't know what else to blog about.. adios..