Saturday, August 16, 2008 @00:12
if you're not in the mood or whatsoever, please do not read this post.. well.. i doubt people are still interested to read my blog anyway..
just feeling very down suddenly... things just don't go my way.. work, life, anything.. everything.. i'm seriously looking for a new job.. does anyone have any lobang? it's not as if they ill-treat me.. but i just don't like the feeling.. different clicks of people, different hierarchy.. whatever shit lah.. i don't think i'm suitable for office job.. can't believe i'm stuck here for almost 2 years, including temp period.. i need to find something i have interest in.. what do i like? sports? beach? or should i continue to work here then get my degree at the same time? i'm just so loss!!
when i really need someone to talk to, i realise there's actually noone.. even if there is, i bet i wouldn't talk when i'm with someone.. it's me.. i just find it so hard to talk.. there're so many things that i want to tell people, but when i have the chance to talk, i just shut up.. what the hell is wrong with me?!?!
i just feel so outcasted at times.. work, home, friends.. everywhere... there just seem to have no place for me.. in good times, you're forgotten.. in bad times, you're remembered.. what's this? spare tyre? haiz.. life just isn't going the way it is for me.. it just sux!